Sad day

I just heard that I HAVE TO return my favorite kitten in the whole world, Jimmy. I love him so much and I planned what I was going to do in the future with him but apparently have to return him and I want to commit suicide. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND I DONT WANT TO LEAVE HIM!!! My parents said that he has a mental disorder and we cant take care of him. Im really REALLY SAD. ...........D;